Blogging? Me...nah...not me? Surely I wouldn't start posting things online...deep thoughts and musings from within this boisterous being?

Oh yeah! I am taking the plunge! After mulling over the idea for a long while now, I thought it would atleast be a fun adventure and a great way for me to begin writing again. No, I am not a writer by trade. I don't even pretend to know that much about writing. All that I do know is that for years I would take to writing to heal myself...almost or sometimes has been a type of prayer that would allow me to voice all that was within which I was always too afraid to speak or even allow myself to feel. It is uncomfortable you know. Speaking what I feel that is....I have just had a difficult time really letting what is in "there" out.

It can be painful you know? Opening up and admitting things that I would rather not, or that I just want to avoid. I just recently thought that I should pursue the whole blogging thing after learning about them from friends. I don't avidly read other peoples blogs...I almost feel it is a type of voyeurism and often just feel very uncomfortable. I guess that is because there is a privacy that I feel like I am intruding upon by opening up a blog and peering into the life of another...sometimes very personal and deeply private parts of their lives.

Well, after a long weekend in the mountains with scrap friends, my boys are hovering around me as I type now...guess it is their turn for attention from mom once again!