Saturday, June 27, 2009

Do you ever wonder?

Do you ever wonder what drives you? Do you ever pursue your passions and set aside the mundane tasks that appear daily? How can you? Do you dare?

Do you ever wonder how to recapture the spirit that drove you and your spouse into each others arms? Do you ever just pursue your spouse in a manner similar to the past and set aside the mundane things that are just 'life in general'? How can you? Do you dare?

Do you ever wonder how to pace yourself in life and capture each moment. Do you ever pursue a slower way of living and just set aside the rush of things~choose, if you will those things that are most important?

I wonder sometimes. I struggle sometimes. I hurt sometimes.

It is funny how I can be speaking to my office mate--we share a small but private space, and I all of a sudden realize how passionately I am speaking about things I think or believe in. It feels funny and I am not sure but it would be interesting to bottle that feeling of passion. In that moment, I feel such depth to my person. Something that I believe many don't feel often enough.

I concluded this week that God made me this way. I don't know if other people feel the things that I do and I am sure they certainly don't about the things I feel it about~at least everyone, I am sure there are some.

I wonder how I can embrace myself and my passions?

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